seeking the Tao

So here I am, looking for the Tao, The Way.

I just finished reading Style's ( Neil Strauss' ) book The Game, and I plan to become a PUA.

I want to learn the ways of a Jedi.

I'm 36, a bit of a tummy, glasses, and maybe a bit more then average confidence. I've dated some amazingly attractive women, though never a 10, so my standards are now pretty high. Through a series of experiences and relationships, I've come to evolve into someone who appreciates beauty, sensuality, and attraction maybe more then my current outward presentation can support.

~laughs~ huh?

I want to be with hotter women then I can easily get, now. Non-psycho women, to be sure... and although before I read what Style had to say, and then later what others have had to say via blogs and postings, I had no idea that I was just another AFC.

So... time to learn, experiment, and take a step into J-World.

What's that?

J-World is just something silly my friends and I talk about. I first coined the term when talking about a guy in our social circle, who's name starts with "J". He's one of "those" guys... not that he has an amazing talking game; he's about average there. But his looks are devestating to women. He's the kind of guy that attractive women just approach in a club, and engage in conversation, slip phone numbers too, etc. The Brad Pitt kind of thing.

He is a very cool guy, and puts up with our teasing with a sense of humor. He may or may not understand it, but he operates in a differnet world then the rest of us ( well, most of us ) do. For him, attractive women are always friendly, outgoing, and eager to give a blowjob or a number. married or not, age makes no difference, familiarity makes no difference.

He lives in J-World, and it seems like it might be an interesting place to visit.

So, I am going to work on it.

My stated goals at this point are:

• I want to be able to successfully close with any 10 I happen to come across
• I want to find someone amazing in almost every way, to be a partner
• I want to explore all the different kinds of women I have yet to taste
• I want to work past the need for acceptance and female attention I've had since I was young
• I want to be able to have casual, open, sexual realtionships with 10s

Not asking too much, eh? : )

We'll see how it goes. At this point, I'm all about reading, and taking the Newbie Missions. More as things develop